Friday, July 27, 2007

connections = weakness?

have you met someone who you connect with so much that when they're upset you feel it. your day is turned. have you shared in someone's happiness and truly felt their joy?

i do this too much. the term living vicariously thru others takes on other meaning when ithink about myself sometimes. i can't figure out whether i just really connect with people (one or two way) or whether im just weak and my own emotion is negligent. i know im not always hollow and that i have my own independent thoughts/feelings/etc...but the affect that those close to me have on me is starting to worry me.

what's worse is when the other party has no idea. which is true 90% of the time b/c if u know me...well u know.

no more diary-style entries after this. i promise.

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